Day felt very long, open, vast, receiving and yet not rushed. Time for logistics, time for an intense process, time for a slow heartfelt check in, time for sourcing from the unknown, time with local community (carnival party), time for individual projects, sessions and creativity, time with the Child, time with the Dog, time with the Nature. All woven together with Care and Love.
Testing a hypothesis in all my bodies: When you slow down, and let go of control there is more Time.
Where am I communicating my needs from? Is it from the place of fear that they will not be met? How can I express them and trust, even risking that they will not be met. How does it feel to risk that my needs will not be met?
After the session of speaking from the Unknown, normal speaking felt so unnecessary. Like chatter, like quite unnecessary disturbance on a surface of a deep calm everlasting water.
I feel so much fear and joy about the possibility of speaking from the heart and from the Unknown as one of the grooves for the Seed Bridgehouse space. As Łukasz spoke yesterday from a wisdom source, those words stayed in the waters of my soul: Use the mind just as a conductor of the Unknown. The Unknown is always Available. The only thing needed is attention and connection with feelings. Relax. Surrender. Let go. Let it speak and act through you.
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The moment at the village carnival party. We are standing and Being. There is no purpose for us to be here. We don't need to do anything. We are.
And then we dance.
