Why am I writing? - Day 24, 25 & 26

Regeneration Break

· Berenika's Reflections,The Seed Bridgehouse

 

Karol asked me the other day: “Why are you writing?”

This question has become for me the Seed. This question has become a singpost, a landmark, a koan, that does not have any logical graspable answer, yet changes everything just by being asked, just by being present.

Why am I writing?

 

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Why am I writing?

I am writing because I am called to write.

I am writing in a futile but very human attempt to try to grasp and embrace at least partly what is happening in my world.

I am writing to bear witness.

I am writing to sing the songs of Awe. It is my personal way to honour Life that I witness and cherish, as Awe is the gateway of allowing the inexplicable and ungraspable Universe in. I am writing to allow the Universe in.

I am writing because I believe in the power of words to inspire. To tell stories that bring Aliveness and Possibilities.

 

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Is it me who is writing?

I don’t have much hope and I have a lot of commitment.

Yet there is so much hope in my writing. Where is it coming from?

I sit to write about something and something else gets written.

I surrender.