As the days become richer and richer, I am noticing my focus moves more and more into being Here and Now rather than recording what’s happening. And I am consciously bringing my focus back here. To record. To reflect. To share.
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Sunday
My birthday. I take myself out for a date with myself. People call, people write. I feel loved. I allow love and care in. I dance in the rain with the car speakers in the middle of nowhere by a neolithic sacred site. My menstruation starts with the full moon and my birthday singing in the hot shower after I come back home happy, cold and wet. I rest by the fireplace with the cat on my lap. We have a family meal with candles and red tablecloth. We do an Intimacy Cafe at night. I feel joy. Joy of having no expectations, joy of being intimate with myself and others, joy of allowing my bodies to be active when they want to be active and to rest when they want to rest. I feel deeply nourished.
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Monday.
I write and work in the morning. Traditional Seed Bridgehouse breakfast at 9.30 am. Bridgehouse Team session. We celebrate. We evaluate. We make proposals.
I ask: What patterns of modern culture that I do not identify with am I reciprocating in the Seed Bridgehouse? What experiments can I commit to to try something different?
We share. We design experiments. We make proposals. We experiment.
We live New Possibilities.
I ask: What do I want to take with me when leaving Bridgehouse? What do I want to create/give before leaving the Bridgehouse?
When will I feel that this Bridgehouse has come into completion?
The answer that comes is very clear to me. I want all of us to carry little seedlings of Transformational Hubs for Regenerative Cultures with us. This is the Seed Bridgehouse. So we can leave it with Seedlings carefully carried in our bare hands. I dream of several Transformational Hubs for Regenerative Cultures being born out of this experience. One of them being Casa Fluxus, our Seed Bridgehouse home. And the Seeds are there. Each one of us has the potential to water and care for their Seed. Will I do it?
And than...
Will I plant it?
